Green Eyed Monster Returns

I haven't had to write in this in a while since I seemed to be mentally capable of handling things but apparently I am losing my grip again. I am jealous of the females in your life. You told me that there was nothing going on between you and E and I know you were telling the truth but I can't help but be jealous of her. Why? I don't know. I am very jealous of any time you are spending with D let alone E. Now she has you potentially building a house for a down and out family. What you need are real houses not clean up shit.
I should write in here more often since it helps me vent in an anonymous forum since I cannot talk about any of this stuff in public. If I did our little secret would be out.
When I feel insecure I send u a racy message and it makes me feel better knowing that I am the one u fuck not them. Ha Ha on them. They get to continue to live their miserable lives trapped with husbands they have grown bored with and lives they are bored of. I get to escape every once in a while and enjoy myself.